1. |
From Girl to Men
00:28
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For Girl to Men
From Men a Boy
A Boy of Joy
No bother to him
So free so whim
And she so soft
Such need
Such loss
So want
No more
Her eyes
Are wet
Her hair unkept
And he could stroke
A single cheek
To make her knees grow ever weak
But he does not dare
Caress her hair
For then perhaps he'd begin to care.
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2. |
Sinful Thoughts
03:17
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I was waiting by my window
Hoping you would crawl right in
As I lay down on my pillow
All my thought were filled with sin
I saw your face and I heard your voice and from that moment I had no choice
I wanted you to be part of me
So willingly I gave the key
My innocence was pure and true and I wanted it to die with you
Corrupt my mind and my soul
Swallow up my body whole
Ohh you x3
I was gazing at the night sky
Yearning for the taste of skin
A tear fell from my lust filled eye
An something cried from deep with in
Your fingers running through my hair
And Kisses falling everywhere
My happiness I can't describe
To see those flames burn in your eyes
Melting into you abyss
You leave me in the state of bliss
My life of pain
My loss of peace
The fears in me will never cease
Ohh you x3
I was waiting by my window
Hoping you would crawl right in
As I lay down on my pillow
All my thought were filled with sin
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3. |
Beans and Egg
02:32
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I’m daydreaming about you
My face is stuck to the desk like glue
Some loving on beaches we choose
But i'm just happy to be walking with you
I’m so tired
Uninspired
3am and i'm still wired
Working hard
It's hardly working
All the effort i’m exerting
Feeling fried, frying eggs
Sunny side
I Want my bed
Meetin beans but missing egg
Forgetting all the things he said
Disjointed, kathy bates
Cathy beal on her heels
Running off then running back
Soaking skins and running baths
Washing sins off others backs
Thinking I’ll go back to black
Holding Weights We all got bags
Fuck this
I’m daydreaming about you
My face is stuck to the desk like glue
Some loving on beaches we choose
But i'm just happy to be walking with you
I'm just aching for a change
I'm just aching for a change
I'm just aching
Sitting on the toilet for an hour with my cat
I aint even pissin he’s just sitting on my lap
While I cry and he purrs
And my ass begins to hurt
So I get up and I move
to the cold kitchen floor,
Lean against
cupboard door
My body
So sore
breaking in my core
View myself like i’ve done before
As a boring little whore
Who is just another chore.
They really could do no more…
I’m daydreaming about you
My face is stuck to the desk like glue
Some loving on beaches we choose
But i'm just happy to be walking with you
I’m just aching for a change
I’m just aching for a change
I’m just aching
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4. |
Love is Love
00:25
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Holding me back with love
is still holding me back
And scolding be behind my back
is scolding me love
Putting me down to pick me back up
Kissing my tears but throwing the punch
Filling the glass then smashing the cup
Buying me flowers then destroying the bunch
Holding me back with love
is still holding me back
And scolding be behind my back
is scolding me love
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5. |
I want to be a door
02:17
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I love you. I die
You loved me so much that I have forgotten how to love myself.
Fully.
Or be loved.
I don’t think I can ever know again.
I can feel beautiful and funny and gorgeous
But when I walk into my bedroom and I sit on the side
alone
I remember
What is was like to have you
Walk through my door and
Adore every part of me
and every moment you got to be with me
You walked through my door
and I got to be with you
Well now,
my company, or anyone else's
doesn't feel
enough
I want to be adored
I want to be a door
That is open and you can enter
And I can feel your hand pushing on the handle
eagerly awaiting what is on the other side
I want to be a door
and you are a person rushing home cause your really need to pee
And when you see me, a door,
You think that you might wet yourself
But you don't
And you are inside and you have peed and sat down on the couch with the cats
And there is a cup of tea and you sigh
content.
I want to be a door
But for now i am just doormat
And i am walked on
And muddy boots are being wiped upon me
I am close to being a door
Sometimes you see me and you think, oh the door is near...
and sometimes people leave packages on me
I want to be a door.
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6. |
Waiting
03:34
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I been waiting for days now
Waiting for you to come to me
I been waiting every day
Thinking that you're gonna come
Opening up my door and
Offering the sun to my skin
Soaking up the D
Even if it aint yours
Soaking in the sea
Wardie bay
Got them salt cures
So I conjure
Tokin in the veed
An It aint pure
An I aint pure
Then the wind come
An the storm come
An I aint sure
An i’m lying in the grass
Think you might come
An I’m lying through my teeth
Like deceit
Like I bite them
Like a want some
Like snake
Take the apple
From the tree
Like a dumb fuck
Think I know much
Think I’ve lost touch
Leave the garden
Sitting in my gaff
I’m alone much
I don't moan much
Callin’ up a scrub
For a quick fuck
He don’t know much
Imma moan much
At my own touch
At My own touch
At my own touch
I been waiting here for days
Waiting for you to come to me
I been
I been eating the fruit
Straight off the tree
Thinking if i snuck a peice
A bite would help me see
But now I’m blinded by the light
Shining through the leaves
An Its blinding this hindsight
Its like im riddled with disease
Like it got onto a plane
And it travelled overseas
Like it went into his house
and he held me with his knees
Like it broke my insides out
Then it really made me me
Cause it really made me me
But I was shattered inside
So I really couldn’t see
How heavy my head
In your hand would have been
How heavy you bled
Just to show me you could bleed
An I was suppin it up
I was drinking your tears
Drowning in you
Till I disappeared
I lost how to love
An i’m sorry my dear
I'm so sorry my dear
I keep waiting because
The only thing I can not resist is temptation
An I lived backwards for the devil
So now is my condemnation
I couldn’t see it then but
I was in the dirt
reaching for the sun
N your shelter
Was a shadow over me
I just needed the light to grow.
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7. |
dreaming of shit
00:35
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I dreamt about you sleeping next to me
Your hand resting on my ass
About rolling over quietly
the reality I couldn't grasp
I touched my finger to the back of your ear
Ran it softly down your spine
Left it resting in the crevasse at the base
Leant in slowly to steal a taste
Lips to lips
A stolen a kiss
Never known
And never missed
I dreamt about you sleeping next to me
In my dreams I still exist.
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8. |
Ice // Fall
04:10
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I feel like I'm falling
like the leaves in the autumn.
My body is changing
and the shades, yea I got em
like the tree I stand tall
and wait for them to grow again
my bark may see tough
but my bite would let you know my friend,
my bite’ll let you know.
Frosty and frozen
I’m hiding in my home again
you think that I’m cold
but you don’t even know
My empathy stretch far
but my heart can let you go my friend,
my heart will let you go.
Each flake may seem fragile
but together see the snow
be so solid you could walk on it
like the pavement
and you do,
because the beauty of each particle
meant fucking nothing to you.
My door was always open
and you’d just walk on through
but loving you was losing me
so now I’ve hid the key.
An I kinda liked it when you hurt me,
cause it meant you wouldn't leave
you'd stick around to apologise
and try to make it up to me
Hit me to kiss me
better
I hid my suicide letter
in your heart
and it would rip me apart
to see you crumble
So I would just kept bumbling
on through
loving you
loathing me
forgetting all the things a bee could be
Hibernating in the crook of your neck
and now
this winter is so brisk without you next to me.
but I feel Free
I feel Alone
but I feel Free
There’s no more anger inside of me
and the ice is thawing,
So once the summer sunshine
starts to creep in
i’ll open the door
allow it to warm my skin,
my melanin
will begin
to rise again
and I will radiate
emanate
satisfaction
within my actions
Not a fraction of Your heavy
will be left standing on me.
I feel like I'm falling
like the leaves in the autumn.
My body is changing
and the shades, yea I got em
like the tree I stand tall
and wait for them to grow again
my bark may see tough
but my bite would let you know my friend,
my bite’ll let you know.
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9. |
Boys
03:07
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boys
Bruises from boys all over the place
Marks on my arm
Marks on my wrist
Marks on my hand
Marks in my brain
Marks on my back
Marks on my thighs
Marks on my neck
He held me in place
He turned me round and spat in my face
He made the marks but i’m the disgrace
i’m the disgrace
He stood on my heart To see where I stood
Snapped open my ribs to play in the cage
He stood on my heart He knew that he could
Don’t trust a boy no matter the age
Boys
Boys
Boys will be boys they’ll take what they take
If you end up tripping, you made a mistake
Boys will be boys They’ll do it so free
They suckin the honey straight out of the bee
Boy will be boys
A boy aint a man
Boys will be boys
They’ll grab what they can
Boys will be boys
They’ll do what they want
Boys will be boys
They’ll put up a front
They’ll build you a wall
Like they fucking trump
And they’ll do it fast
Like they takin a dunt
Play with your pussy
And Play with your heart
Don’t trust a boy,
He’s leaving a mark.
Don’t trust a boy
When you need a man
Don’t trust a boy
So wild like pan
Run to the river
Cause he got a plan
You reeding it right
That boy fuckin shan
Boys
Boys
Boys
Boys
He’ll kiss you, and fuck you, and lick you, and hunt you
Love you a moment then he’ll fucking shun you
He’ll kiss you, and fuck you, and lick you, and hunt you
Love you a moment then he’ll fucking shun you
Cause boys’ll be boys
Boys
boys
boys ‘ll be boys
Boys
Boys
Don’t trust a boy when you need a man
Don't trust a boy
Don’t trust a boy cause they fucking shan
Don’t trust a boy
boys
He came round to my house when i’d woken up from a nap
And he lay with me and I just wanted to relax
But he kissed me and licked my neck
And he kissed me and I got wet
He lay on my back and a part of me liked his touch
Had missed his touch
Then he pulled my ass towards his dick
And he fucked me
And I let him
And I fucked him
And he turned me on my back
And I leaned forward to kiss him
And he spat in my face
And I let him
Even though I didn’t like it
And I didn’t want him to
I let him
Boys
Boys
Boy’ll be boys.
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