I feel like I'm falling
like the leaves in the autumn.
My body is changing
and the shades, yea I got em
like the tree I stand tall
and wait for them to grow again
my bark may see tough
but my bite would let you know my friend,
my bite’ll let you know.
Frosty and frozen
I’m hiding in my home again
you think that I’m cold
but you don’t even know
My empathy stretch far
but my heart can let you go my friend,
my heart will let you go.
Each flake may seem fragile
but together see the snow
be so solid you could walk on it
like the pavement
and you do,
because the beauty of each particle
meant fucking nothing to you.
My door was always open
and you’d just walk on through
but loving you was losing me
so now I’ve hid the key.
An I kinda liked it when you hurt me,
cause it meant you wouldn't leave
you'd stick around to apologise
and try to make it up to me
Hit me to kiss me
better
I hid my suicide letter
in your heart
and it would rip me apart
to see you crumble
So I would just kept bumbling
on through
loving you
loathing me
forgetting all the things a bee could be
Hibernating in the crook of your neck
and now
this winter is so brisk without you next to me.
but I feel Free
I feel Alone
but I feel Free
There’s no more anger inside of me
and the ice is thawing,
So once the summer sunshine
starts to creep in
i’ll open the door
allow it to warm my skin,
my melanin
will begin
to rise again
and I will radiate
emanate
satisfaction
within my actions
Not a fraction of Your heavy
will be left standing on me.
I feel like I'm falling
like the leaves in the autumn.
My body is changing
and the shades, yea I got em
like the tree I stand tall
and wait for them to grow again
my bark may see tough
but my bite would let you know my friend,
my bite’ll let you know.
